<span itemprop="author">Jillian Rigert, MD, DMD

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Anorexia nervosa: Silently suffering and debunking myths

You can’t tell how much someone is suffering by looking at them—one reason I don’t share my journey with anorexia using photos to signify my mental health status. I’ve suffered more when appearing well, and “before and after pho…

If these words can save a life, they must be spoken

When people don’t understand the depths of hell the brain can take someone to, I am relieved for them. And I am also grateful for the journey I’ve been on—I would never have understood how someone who appeared “successful” on pa…

How coaching saved my life and helped me find freedom from burnout and anorexia

In 2019, I bought a condo, as growing up with the image of the American Dream told me to buy a house as soon as I could. I loved my little condo, but I felt trapped. I decorated the rooms and made it a home, but it wasn’t me. In 2020, I sold it a…

A life of purpose: free from societal pressures that lead us astray

When you allow yourself to truly see and sit with the fact that we are only here for a short period of time, it can feel scary and also freeing. My world became small when I started developing profound anxiety about dying. It was a good sign, actually,…

Find fulfillment: Reject societal pressures and embrace simplicity

Such calmness, Groundedness, Beauty, Standing tall and mighty. The sense of peace in your presence— Protected, Safe, A patient teacher. No rah-rah, motivational fluff. Quiet, yet confident, Not rushing, Not chasing, Not running around striving. Still, …

Navigating life’s transitions: How I turned my struggles into support

I’ve historically struggled with graduations and transitions—it’s why I help people with transitions now, as I’ve learned how essential it is to have support during these often isolating and destabilizing times. While transitions can …

A “rich” life looks different for everyone: lessons from my own near deathbed regrets

During my last inpatient admission one month before medical school graduation, an attending told me, “You talk about yourself like it’s one of your patients.” That’s exactly how it often felt (and still feels) to my brain. &#822…

Unworthiness nearly killed me

In 2016, I sat on a hospital bed in Utah, having flown from North Carolina for specialized medical treatment as my life was slowly slipping away from starvation. During this time, I was in the Air Force and an oral and maxillofacial surgery resident co…

The top regret of the dying: Are you living your true life?

During her time working with people who were dying, nurse Bronnie Ware found that one of the top 5 regrets is, “I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.” (Source: The Top Five Regre…

Words of caution when considering the use of “terminal anorexia”: perspective from lived experience

After reading the article “Terminal anorexia nervosa: three cases and proposed clinical characteristics,” I was grateful to have not had access to the article a year earlier – when I would have personally met criteria. I was holding o…